Saturday, March 31, 2007 | Saturday, March 31, 2007

Come on, come on, just one more japanese group essay, one miserable bible essay, one computing presentation which i do not care about since i have already S/Ued it (hah) and i'm done!

Oops. Forgot about the real exams. Come on come on, just one more japanese group essay, one miserable bible essay, one computing presentation which i do not care about since i have already S/Ued it (hah), 5 more exam papers (HAH), and i'm DONE.

3 month break you casablanca you, just come already! Don't keep me waiting!

Monday, March 19, 2007 | Monday, March 19, 2007

The first ever serious essay i've started working on this sem and i had to come down with high fever. And number two, the moment fever subsides and i finally have the overpowering desire to eat, sore throat decides to pop in and let me have a hard time. BAH.

Oh, cruel body!

Wednesday, March 14, 2007 | Wednesday, March 14, 2007

Eartha kitt purrs in her song that her heart belongs to 'daddy'. I wish i could feel that way all the time too, not just to my daddy, but to my daddy up above too.

I've just realised how much i've taken my own father for granted. He packs my breakfast, makes coffee for me in the morning when i'm all grumpy and grouchy to wake me up, sits beside me and holds my hand sometimes when i'm too sleepy to get up, washes all the dishes after having our big family dinners, gives me pep talks when i'm down (which sometimes turns into naggy pep talks), helps me with computer stuff when i'm at a loss, fetches me to school or to the bus stops or mrt station when i ask him to and so much more. And to think that it's all about I, I, I and what he does for me.

It's time to stop taking him for granted and start doing nice things for him.

Like drive him to work. :p

Thursday, March 08, 2007 | Thursday, March 08, 2007

We might say "I don't deserve love."

We often feel that we get what we deserve. We think that if we are not loved, it must be because we did not earn it. The truth is, we can't earn love. It is just something that someone decides to feel towards us. We can earn approval, but not love. We don't deserve it; we don't not deserve it. Deserving and love are unrelated.

I tried (almost) everything to earn your love.

I failed.

Friday, March 02, 2007 | Friday, March 02, 2007

These Walls

I can't believe what is in front of me
The water's rising up to my knees
And I can't figure out
How the hell I wound up here
Everything seemed okay when I started out the other day
Then the rain came pouring down
And now I'm drowning in my fears
And as I watch the setting sun
I wonder if I'm the only one

Cause everybody tries to put some love on the line
And everybody feels a broken heart sometimes
And even when I'm scared I have to try to fly
Sometimes I fall
But I've seen it done before
I gotta step outside these walls

I've got no master plan to help me out
Or make me stand up for
All the things that I really want
You had me too afraid to ask
And as I look ahead of me
I cry and pray for sanity

These walls can't be my haven
These walls can't keep me safe here
And now I guess I gotta let them down

I got to break out
I got to break out
I got to step outside these walls
Love outside these walls
I feel my heart breaking
But its a brand new day
I'm going down
I'm stepping out
I'm stepping outside
These walls
(I've seen it done before.. I'm walking on, I'll walk it off, oh I'm moving on)

Thursday, March 01, 2007 | Thursday, March 01, 2007

Two cats arranged for a race in the water to see who would reach the other end first. The first cat was called 'one two three'. The other was called 'un deux trois'.

Guess who won?

'one two three'.

'un deux trois' quatre (cat) cinq (sank).

(: